6 April 2013
You know..
maybe the one who should realize is me..
I should have known this from the start
that I don't deserve to be by your side
maybe I should stay away from you
because I just want you to be happy
and I know what you want to be happy
you want me to stay away from you
you want me to ignore you
you hate me? I know
all I just want is to make you happy. that's all.
but one thing that you should know is..
I just want to be friend with you.
I hope you're gonna read this soon
sorry if I ever hurts you..
thank you for the memories that you've given to me
I will never forget it
... :')
4 April 2013
What should I do now?..
Give up or not?..
Maybe you want me to give up..
okay.. fine. I GIVE UP
I must forget everything about you.
I should stay away from you now.
because I just want you to be happy (:
I know what you want..
you just want me to stay away from you
TO BE CONTINUE!!! THERE'S LIGHTNING!!!--"
What should I do now?..
Give up or not?..
Maybe you want me to give up..
okay.. fine. I GIVE UP
I must forget everything about you.
I should stay away from you now.
because I just want you to be happy (:
I know what you want..
you just want me to stay away from you
TO BE CONTINUE!!! THERE'S LIGHTNING!!!--"
2 April 2013
I'm happy~ (?)
because you were looking at me~
but you didn't say anything
but I'm still very happy even you didn't say any word to me
...
its too hard for me to giving up on you
I've already tell myself to give up
but my heart tell me that I shouldn't give up
what should I choose..
no one support me..
many people says :
"stop waiting for someone that doesn't love you"
ok, I accept that but.. *sigh*
I can't..
...
You know..
I'm still waiting for you
My heart is still waiting..
but I don't know how long my heart can still waiting
29 March 2013
Sorry I didn't post my story last day
I was busy preparing for my test..
...
Looks like I've to give up
even my heart tell me not to give up
I already make a decision that I have to give up
because no one support me.
exactly there is someone who love me
but I still put my hope in you
maybe you didn't realize it huh?
Its ok. You will realize it after you read all my post in this blog
I'M ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU
but..
looks like time always goes fast
making us soon parted
I don't know if I can wait for you a little longer
I hope you will read this soon
and realize it.
No one support me..
everyone just support me with someone else
I'm not wishing you to love me
I just wish that you will never hate me.. that's all my wish.
Sorry I didn't post my story last day
I was busy preparing for my test..
...
Looks like I've to give up
even my heart tell me not to give up
I already make a decision that I have to give up
because no one support me.
exactly there is someone who love me
but I still put my hope in you
maybe you didn't realize it huh?
Its ok. You will realize it after you read all my post in this blog
I'M ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU
but..
looks like time always goes fast
making us soon parted
I don't know if I can wait for you a little longer
I hope you will read this soon
and realize it.
No one support me..
everyone just support me with someone else
I'm not wishing you to love me
I just wish that you will never hate me.. that's all my wish.
Saturday, 9 March 2013
HOLIDAY~~~
freedom~ but..
I really miss you...
why do you always have to be on my mind?!
I hate this feeling..
I wonder why this feeling won't go away
I'm trying to forget you
I'm trying to walk away
I'm trying to stay away from you
but the truth is.. I can't
why I have this feeling..
why have to be me..
why not the other..
why have to be you in mind..
you're really stuck in my mind
even you were hit me
even you hate me
even you're mad at me
I still care for you..
those moments where me and you were still talking.. laughing.. smiling..
I miss those moments..
HOLIDAY~~~
freedom~ but..
I really miss you...
why do you always have to be on my mind?!
I hate this feeling..
I wonder why this feeling won't go away
I'm trying to forget you
I'm trying to walk away
I'm trying to stay away from you
but the truth is.. I can't
why I have this feeling..
why have to be me..
why not the other..
why have to be you in mind..
you're really stuck in my mind
even you were hit me
even you hate me
even you're mad at me
I still care for you..
those moments where me and you were still talking.. laughing.. smiling..
I miss those moments..
Friday, 1 March 2013
TIRED DAY!!!
Omg I'm very tired today because I was practice Saman dance
and tomorrow me and my friends will having a competition saman
the competition will be held in Istora Senayan
and I have to come to school earlier
because me and my friends will have to make up our face
and wear saman clothes and have some practice again...
I wish me and my friends will be the winner of this competition :)
...
and.. (its about him again--")
omg he soooo cute ><
but I must not fall in love with him!
because he hate me._.
I hope he will support me in the competition
but I KNOW THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE :")
...
I don't know why this feeling about you won't go away-_-
(WARNING! its not feeling of love! its feeling of care)
TIRED DAY!!!
Omg I'm very tired today because I was practice Saman dance
and tomorrow me and my friends will having a competition saman
the competition will be held in Istora Senayan
and I have to come to school earlier
because me and my friends will have to make up our face
and wear saman clothes and have some practice again...
I wish me and my friends will be the winner of this competition :)
...
and.. (its about him again--")
omg he soooo cute ><
but I must not fall in love with him!
because he hate me._.
I hope he will support me in the competition
but I KNOW THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE :")
...
I don't know why this feeling about you won't go away-_-
(WARNING! its not feeling of love! its feeling of care)
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
*sigh* ...
suddenly I remembered our past
when you always called my name
when you always talked to me
when you always teased me
when you needed me
when you look at me
when you smile at me
and.. when I hate you..
...
now things are turned around
the fact that I hate you in the past now have turned around..
now you hate me..
I miss the old you..
...
I wish I can go back to the past
I know it impossible
past is a past
I can't change it
so let it past and face the future..
I know its hard but no matter what.. I've to face the truth :')
*sigh* ...
suddenly I remembered our past
when you always called my name
when you always talked to me
when you always teased me
when you needed me
when you look at me
when you smile at me
and.. when I hate you..
...
now things are turned around
the fact that I hate you in the past now have turned around..
now you hate me..
I miss the old you..
...
I wish I can go back to the past
I know it impossible
past is a past
I can't change it
so let it past and face the future..
I know its hard but no matter what.. I've to face the truth :')
Sunday, 24 February 2013
OMG! finally.. I can update my blog
Yesterday my wifi had a problem so I can't update it--"
and I happy today because I pass the test XD
congrats for me :)
and last friday.. (its about 'him' again)
I greet him as usual like "Hi *peep*" ((name censored :p))
and then he said to me "I hate you"
but that's not gonna make my heart hurt
because I'm already familiar with that words
so you can't make me hurt again :p
and.. sorry.. I know this feeling wont go away
feeling about I just wanna be with you
and.. I'm sorry if I hurts your feeling
because.. its something I must live with everyday..
Saturday, 16 February 2013
I've got headache today..
I don't have time to rest.. *sigh*
because I have to prepare speech and presentation for monday
in monday I will having a test
if I failed in the test, I can't continue my grade..
so I will try my best to make a good score for my test :)
and.. as usual you didn't go to school today and yesterday.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I'M NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
weird huh?
I miss your face
I miss your voice
I miss everything about you.
and I wish you'll read this..
and I wish you'll support me in my test
this is words for you today : "GET WELL SOON, I MISS YOU.."
I've got headache today..
I don't have time to rest.. *sigh*
because I have to prepare speech and presentation for monday
in monday I will having a test
if I failed in the test, I can't continue my grade..
so I will try my best to make a good score for my test :)
and.. as usual you didn't go to school today and yesterday.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I'M NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
weird huh?
I miss your face
I miss your voice
I miss everything about you.
and I wish you'll read this..
and I wish you'll support me in my test
this is words for you today : "GET WELL SOON, I MISS YOU.."
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
Today was a great day~ <<<-LIE
ok maybe not a great day.. *sigh*
this are my problem :
1. I can't forget you
2. I can't stay away you
3. I'm always thinking about you
(Warning! I'm not in love with him!)
... why this feeling won't go away?? ...
this afternoon I'm trying to stay away from you
but when I try to do that, you was sick (headache)
and I can't stay away and I was worried about you
so I said to you "If you sick, just go home and take a rest."
and I realize that I can't forget you..
damn.. *sigh*
and you really was going home
and................................... I miss you.
Today was a great day~ <<<-LIE
ok maybe not a great day.. *sigh*
this are my problem :
1. I can't forget you
2. I can't stay away you
3. I'm always thinking about you
(Warning! I'm not in love with him!)
... why this feeling won't go away?? ...
this afternoon I'm trying to stay away from you
but when I try to do that, you was sick (headache)
and I can't stay away and I was worried about you
so I said to you "If you sick, just go home and take a rest."
and I realize that I can't forget you..
damn.. *sigh*
and you really was going home
and................................... I miss you.
Friday, 8 February 2013
You didn't come to school.. *sigh*
wait, why I have to sighing? I'm trying to forget you
yesterday I tried to stay away from you
and I act like I don't care..
I know you hate me, and you want me to stay away from you
so I do it even if it hurts inside
Monday.. I hope you will come to school
I miss you..
you miss me? no, that's impossible if you miss me
remember! its not like I LOVE YOU but its like.. *thinking*
sorry I can't explain it in words--"
You didn't come to school.. *sigh*
wait, why I have to sighing? I'm trying to forget you
yesterday I tried to stay away from you
and I act like I don't care..
I know you hate me, and you want me to stay away from you
so I do it even if it hurts inside
Monday.. I hope you will come to school
I miss you..
you miss me? no, that's impossible if you miss me
remember! its not like I LOVE YOU but its like.. *thinking*
sorry I can't explain it in words--"
Thursday, 7 February 2013
Yesterday you were hit me and now..
maybe I should stay away from you
maybe if I stay away from you that will make your life better
A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT ME
*sigh* you know? you're so cold..
I want to tell you something..
I'm always waiting for you..
maybe its not makes sense but its the truth
I'm always waiting for you even if its raining or even if its storms or even if the skies get rough
I'm curious about what's your feeling about me..
I'll keep waiting until you show what's your real feeling to me
Yesterday you were hit me and now..
maybe I should stay away from you
maybe if I stay away from you that will make your life better
A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT ME
*sigh* you know? you're so cold..
I want to tell you something..
I'm always waiting for you..
maybe its not makes sense but its the truth
I'm always waiting for you even if its raining or even if its storms or even if the skies get rough
I'm curious about what's your feeling about me..
I'll keep waiting until you show what's your real feeling to me
Wednesday, 6 February 2013
You hurt me. I'm just trying to greet you but you hit me..
I know you hate me! I KNOW IT!
but please.. can you give me a little smile?
just a little smile that can make me happy?
is that hard for you to give a little smile???
I really wish you will read this and realize that you already hurt my feeling
I may be looks cheerful from outside but deep inside.. I'm the opposite of it
I don't know how to say it but you're the one who can change me
after that, you didn't apologize to me..
*sigh* Is this the end for us? maybe I can't use 'us'. so..
Is this the end for me to let you go?
even I don't know what's your feeling to me?
You hurt me. I'm just trying to greet you but you hit me..
I know you hate me! I KNOW IT!
but please.. can you give me a little smile?
just a little smile that can make me happy?
is that hard for you to give a little smile???
I really wish you will read this and realize that you already hurt my feeling
I may be looks cheerful from outside but deep inside.. I'm the opposite of it
I don't know how to say it but you're the one who can change me
after that, you didn't apologize to me..
*sigh* Is this the end for us? maybe I can't use 'us'. so..
Is this the end for me to let you go?
even I don't know what's your feeling to me?
Monday, 4 February 2013 is a day where you didn't come to school.. *sigh*
i know you're sick, get well soon :)
i wish you'll come to school tomorrow! because..
i know you're sick, get well soon :)
i wish you'll come to school tomorrow! because..
a day without you is like a day without color
loneliness come to me
no smile
no laugh
no color
I MISS YOU
i know you'll never miss me
but i just want you to know..
the words that i write in this blog is all true
no lies in here
this is a message for someone that always ignoring me.
i know you'll not gonna read this but i just want you to know that i always care about you
there's something about you that i want to know more
its not like i love you but.. in my eyes.. you're different from other boys
you're interesting to me
you never talk to me, call my name, or even smile at me
YOU ALWAYS IGNORING ME
i know this feeling won't go away
i always say and ask :
"you're cute"
"you never talk to me"
"why you always ignoring me?'
"why you never call my name?"
"why you never smile at me?"
even if you call my name, talk to me, and smile at me.. that's a miracle to me
the words that i said to you is all true
i've never lied to you
what makes you cold to me? i wonder..
are you afraid that you're gonna love me? but i think that's NOT true
because i know the girl that you like
and of course i'm not jealous about that, i just want you to be HAPPY..
that's all.. :)
i know you'll not gonna read this but i just want you to know that i always care about you
there's something about you that i want to know more
its not like i love you but.. in my eyes.. you're different from other boys
you're interesting to me
you never talk to me, call my name, or even smile at me
YOU ALWAYS IGNORING ME
i know this feeling won't go away
i always say and ask :
"you're cute"
"you never talk to me"
"why you always ignoring me?'
"why you never call my name?"
"why you never smile at me?"
even if you call my name, talk to me, and smile at me.. that's a miracle to me
the words that i said to you is all true
i've never lied to you
what makes you cold to me? i wonder..
are you afraid that you're gonna love me? but i think that's NOT true
because i know the girl that you like
and of course i'm not jealous about that, i just want you to be HAPPY..
that's all.. :)
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