I better sacrifice myself than betray my friend
29 March 2013

Sorry I didn't post my story last day
I was busy preparing for my test..
...
Looks like I've to give up
even my heart tell me not to give up
I already make a decision that I have to give up
because no one support me.
exactly there is someone who love me
but I still put my hope in you
maybe you didn't realize it huh?
Its ok. You will realize it after you read all my post in this blog
I'M ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU
but..
looks like time always goes fast
making us soon parted
I don't know if I can wait for you a little longer
I hope you will read this soon
and realize it.
No one support me..
everyone just support me with someone else
I'm not wishing you to love me
I just wish that you will never hate me.. that's all my wish.


Saturday, 9 March 2013

HOLIDAY~~~
freedom~ but..
I really miss you...
why do you always have to be on my mind?!
I hate this feeling..
I wonder why this feeling won't go away
I'm trying to forget you
I'm trying to walk away
I'm trying to stay away from you
but the truth is.. I can't
why I have this feeling..
why have to be me..
why not the other..
why have to be you in mind..
you're really stuck in my mind
even you were hit me
even you hate me
even you're mad at me
I still care for you..
those moments where me and you were still talking.. laughing.. smiling..
I miss those moments..

Friday, 1 March 2013

TIRED DAY!!!
Omg I'm very tired today because I was practice Saman dance
and tomorrow me and my friends will having a competition saman
the competition will be held in Istora Senayan
and I have to come to school earlier
because me and my friends will have to make up our face
and wear saman clothes and have some practice again...
I wish me and my friends will be the winner of this competition :)
...
and.. (its about him again--")
omg he soooo cute ><
but I must not fall in love with him!
because he hate me._.
I hope he will support me in the competition
but I KNOW THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE :")
...
I don't know why this feeling about you won't go away-_-
(WARNING! its not feeling of love! its feeling of care)